Gorillaluau

My Friend Who is tormented by life’s constant trial and errors of God’s will It was not right of me to be his mistake It was not right of him to make me his test to you It was not right of either of us to get angry at each other My friend if only you’d understand, I acted self-righteously All I knew was my love for you But I felt none in return I could not see nor could I feel I was blind but I saw what I wanted to see I wanted to be right in the eyes of me So now I am right But what I wanted I do not want anymore I wanted to hurt you And now I see that I have Now all I want is to hold you and tell you “it’ll be

She laughs But it is a laugh that is pained and forced by sorrow She walks But it is a walk that is crooked and slow She runs But it is a run that is desperate to be far along the road She breathes But it is a heavy breathing that must be consoled She sleeps Though she is burrowed in blankets of deep remorse She sings Though her voice is heavy and hoarse She lives Because there is no other option to spend She prays For God to make her healthy again…